We were asked to write a blog about how we felt before leaving on this mission trip. Here is what I'm expecting...
I've been compiling a list of expectations for this trip since day 1. And truly I don't know what to expect because I've never been on a mission trip, I've never been out of the country, I've never been away from home for more then a few weeks, but here's what I'm expecting for myself...
• I know I'll miss home: my family and friends, the convince of American living (which I'm sure will come only in bursts of loneness.)
• My heart to be broken for the lost and forgotten.
• To be used by God in such an awe-inspiring fabulous fantastic amazing awesome way that I can't even imagine.
• To come home completely unrecognizable.
• To grow mentally, physically, spiritually. To pray in my spirit like never before.
• To know God better then I've ever, to rely on Him in ways I didn't think possible.
• To wish tomorrow would just get here, or wishing for the day to last just a little longer.
• For my emotions to fly. Especially excitement and nervousness.
• To make lifelong friends.
• To see hope restored, love offered freely.
• To laugh hard and cry harder.
• My family expects me to take loads of pictures.
• To be lost, discouraged, afraid, uplifted, restored, joyful, mystified.
• To see miracles happen, extraordinary healings.
• To trip, fall, bruise, use all my Band-Aids, cut myself, pull a muscle, some shape and form hurt myself just by walking, poke myself in the eye, whack myself in the head, bleed.
• Learn a great many things about myself and my teammates.
• To be encouraged, and encourage others.
• To rely on God's time and not the time of my second hand.
Dude, that's a lot. Putting it to words makes me even more excited!!! Exciting exciting exciting...